Smiling Rock
I found a flat rock, slightly overhanging the river, and
sat. It was warm from the afternoon sun, which I felt now on my back and neck.
Looking around me I saw a few possibilities for nice photographs, but I had
taken them all on previous visits. I set my camera down and closed my eyes.
I wondered briefly if fiction had to be ridiculous, then the rushing sound
of the river just below cleared my mind.
First the sound of water flowing over rocks, then I heard wind through the
aspen branches and wind making pines creak and sigh. The water and the wind
began to blend so I wasn't’t certain which was rushing, which flowing,
which sighing. I heard the dry grass near me as the small stalks brushed together
in a breeze, up the hill behind me a high, clear chirp rang out over the valley
from within the warm, smelly belly of a marmot.
The sun’s warmth spread through my back unraveling knots, easing tension,
making me soft and drowsy. I heard birds peeping and flitting by all around
me, the trees and the river all the while saying: “Shhhh.” Listen,
just listen. I took a picture with my ears.
When the sun had gone the sky would blacken and the stars would spike out
of the cold night sky like shining, icy jewels. The river and the wind would
still chant with the trees and the grass would fill with sounds of quick,
furtive scurryings. Rocks would topple and thump down hill, disturbed by hooves,
or larger feet with claws; the hunt for dinner would begin. As the sky shimmered
and twinkled, as trees sighed and the river sang, mingling its breath with
that of the night and forming thick mists above its banks, some would feed
and some would die.
Elsewhere someone would make a choice, someone would eat dinner with family
or friends at a table set with dishes, someone would run out of toilet paper,
someone would fall asleep in front of their television. Still there would
be mad dashes in tall grass for a morsel of food or a nice nesting twig; the
mists would thicken over the flowing water as the night grew old and the air
began to take on a fresh and pale scent. The grass around my flat rock overhanging
the river would thicken with frost as the night’s inhabitants finished
up their business.
The stars would fade to tiny pinholes in an opaque morning sky as birds began
to wake and the sun would creep up and up, higher and higher, until it peeked
over the eastern mountain tops and its warmth began, finally, to flood back
into the river’s valley. Squirrels would come winding down their trees
chattering wildly, the frost would melt from the grass and leave the earth
chocolaty and rich smelling.
The sun would hit my eyelids, still lowered over my eyes, and melt the frost
from the lashes. From the delicate morning moisture on my skin fungus would
sprout, perhaps hardening eventually and forming lichen over my eyes, over
the smile that had formed and never ended, from the moment I began to listen.
The rock would no longer be flat and alone, I would have taken my place on
it. Then when people walked along the dirt road beside the river, if they
looked carefully, they might comment on the rock that looked like a person
sitting by the river with a big smile on their face. Maybe it would even come
to be called Smiling Rock.
"If you find a cat hair in your food just....umm.... just pick it out and continue eating."
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